The exsistance of God at a late night Mac attack

I love that the Mac store in NYC is open all night, and that you can play on the computers! I was out walking and memorizing my monologue for film class (from The Abyss if anyone was curious) while walking around Times Square tonight and thought that I would meander over here and post something quick. I love this computer it is a Mac Book Pro at a whopping $2700 that I can not afford but I can come here and play any time I want and the middle of the night is the best time, but there are quite a few people here. Anyway life is great I have one full week of classes before final demos AHHHHHH.. This has been a long and very emotional semester for me. Lots of personal discovery in so many areas of my life that I am not even the same person I was when the semeser began in February. I still pinch myself regualry when I am walking around the city bacuase I can't believe how amazing God has been all throughout my life'sjourney. It was funny last week in my Acting Technique class the teacher said that none of us can 100% believe in God... or whoever we believe in... it was just a statement and not presented as a discussion topic, but it made me think about how I felt, and I came to this conclusion...

I wouldn't be alive were it not for God. That alone is a big enough one for me. I am breathing today becuase God protected me in my mother's womb! For those of you that know me you know I could write forever on the topic of my life, but please no one comment that I should write a book... I know I know... Back to the 100% belief topic... yes I have those occasional thoughts, especially when Christians behave ignorantly, like "what if we are all wrong" But at the end of the day when I am still breathing and I can look back through my entire life and say....I Believe not 95 % not 99.9% but 100% that God is real it all comes down to Faith! God draws us to himself but we must have faith to believe He is real and then as we journey along in our "faith walk" for lack of a better term, He proves himself real... sometimes obviously, and sometimes we just know but for me the exsistance of God is an undenialble truth in my life. And that is that! Ok I have a long walk back home tonight but this was great fun!